Can't Stop Showing

I'm not so experienced, I've only been sexual with 3 guys before my husband, and though I am straight I have made it with an older woman for a few months. I am actually a bit shy, not very vocal, though I try to make things exciting for my husband. I'm a mom, a wife, not that great at sex I think, I work for a minister at the church, I'm active in the PTA and all the stuff a prim, proper woman should be.

Back when I was 9 till about 11 I would pull off my panties and let male cousins, and friends see me. After that I let them feel me on my bottom and in front too. I had no boobs yet but a few guys squeezed my nipples and I loved it. I loved the attention, I even would see their cocks get hard, little things though the size of a finger or thumb. When puberty hit, I stopped showing off but once my boobs came to their Bcup size, and my pubic hair was full. I started again. I'd stop on the walk to school and pull off my panties and put them in my purse. I'd get really wet after showing myself to people. Sometimes on the street, at school, even a few male, and female teachers. I would soak myself and have to excuse myself to go to the toilet and wipe up my juices. I'd even wear the sheerest panties I had when I was on my period so people could see my pad.

The thing is, it wasn't just a youth thing, I still do it. I take all kinds of risks and have made sure plenty of men women even some teens have seen all parts of me. I especially like the park when the teens are out walking around, but stores are good too.

My husband, my kids, my sisters, my boss would be shocked if they knew this. It's just something I can't help. When my husband wants sex, I think about the looks on guys faces that day and knowing that so many men have seen the most personal parts of me, the parts that are reserved for my husband . . . Then I get wet, and I get sex from him.