A Desperate Desire

I'm a married White Male, 55, and I have had a few occasions where I have given head to another male and swallowed his cum. I enjoyed it, but with the loss of Craig's List, it's getting harder to find connections. I've also moved in the last few years to a more conservative town in the south, which makes things even harder.

With that premise, I've always wanted to be with a Shemale. I don't have an interest in anal, but I have the strongest desire to worship her balls and cock and make her explode in my mouth. I am so turned on by the idea of doing this it sometimes keeps me up at night. I've tried searching and placing ads on-line with Locanto and Doublelist, but never got a response.