Sexual Curiosity Getting To Me

What can I say.... probably gonna start it off stating what most men in my predicament say lol..... First off I'm a Latino male from the jersey area. I'm in my upper thirty's...about 5'10 maybe 5'11 and have a stocky somewhat muscular and a bit chubby build, also I consider myself straight never been or done anything with the same sex gender have always been with the opposite sex gender....so trying to explain this next part is gonna be a bit hard for me.....but just humor me ...........


What can I say my love sexlife has always been fun and filling but lately find myself feeling unsatisfied or wanting or expecting something different...so lately I find myself watching transgender porn and find myself physically and sexually interested in trans woman.......now this is where my sexual fantasy kicks in........I oddly find myself thinking, dreaming, or fantasizing hooking up with what I was expecting to be a full blown female till I get to the part where I go down on her and find out she has a cock......instead of being turned off or quickly but politely refuse her advances I in turn i accept and willingly start to devour every inch, every bit of girth into my mouth and give her head........and in turn has made me curious and open minded to the fact I want to go out on a date with a trans woman have fun drink goof around and have a good time, but at the end I want to suck her off no sex no penetration I just want to go down and enjoy myself,,,,, again I've never done anything like this....but the thought of me on my knees and her hand on the back of my head guiding me and pushing me back close on her meat has me excited and eager to see her face her moans and the look of satisfaction while I do my deed.....eagerly waiting for my chance to try and fulfill this desire......thank you