I Am Growing Older And I Am Loosing Out To Younger Sissies

In junior high I was shy and didn't have any friends. My mother kept trying to get me to be friends with this boy that lived down the street but we didn't get along. He was bossy and pushed me around. One day my mother sent me out and told me to go play and she would see me for dinner. I ended up at that boy's house, I found out about gay comics, about an older boy's dick, about being the bitch and having him in my ass. One visit and he did it all to me, making me his bitch boy which I was until he graduated from high school and went to college.

I live in Boston now and I am a total bottom, sissy bottom, I love to wear girl clothes and panties, and to bottom for what I now know is an Alpha male. I am 33 now and no longer have a slim boyish look. Attracting an Alpha looking for a sissy boy is difficult but I keep trying.