My Life

Yes, actually it fucked up my life. I drank too much, and I ended up under a guy and pregnant. He married me, which was both good and bad. I never had a a life, I had babies instead. Might as well, after all I had one why not a few more? I never worked out of college, I have been a housewife and stay at home mom. If I had to get a job I don' have any skills. I know all about putting up with a man who wants sex, wants the house picked up, wants his shirt ironed.

I have four kids, I am 28 years old, I have a 39 year old husband who is both husband and father to me, I am totally supported, I have never earned a penny for my support. My skills are all about being a wife and being a mother. He makes a good living, I have a nice four bedroom home and a pool in the back yard and drive a nice car. I have credit cards and a debit card and he never gives me any grief over spending for the kids or if I buy myself a bra. He likes us to dress well, to have vacations, to spend time at the club. He wants his family to not worry, everything to make us happy.

I lost interest in sex, breastfeeding is not a sexual thing. He probably has a some honey on the side at work, if he does I don't blame him. I can't be all that attractive to him now, I gained 30 pounds since college and my breasts are suckled to death. I don't know why he wants me to get sexy for him, I let him have sex because it is my wife duty. I want him to be happy, have a nice slim woman, nice tits and ass, not a mother woman with big tits and a fat ass. The girl I was when I met him.