Crush On Potential Teacher

I have a crush on a mainstream actress. She's a prestigious, well-respected Argentine performer and I've been attracted to her after watching one of her movies, where she takes the virginity of a boy and teaches him how to make love. That movie blew up my mind and I became obsessed with her. I'm shy (obviously a virgin!) and I've been attracted to mature women for some time. I've never dated a girl and I've never kissed one as well. Since last year, I can't stop fantasizing about this woman every single day and I touched myself a couple of times (feeling some guilt), turned on by her beautiful brown eyes and hair, her sultry voice, magnetic gaze, full lips and delicious rack. I watched all the sex scenes of her movies and some of them are very arousing! This year, I learned she was hired as a drama teacher at the arts university I attend in Buenos Aires. It was a big shock! I've never expected that! As far as I know, I won't be one of her students: I'm not ready to have her in front of me talking about Chekhov without remembering that skinflick.