Wanting Her From The Sidelines

As a dutiful Assistant I let my boss entertain me. After some months I started to feel strong emotions for his wife. I became obsessed with his wife, 32 and every man's dream. I imitated her dress and hair, I had a boob job to size me up. To people I met casually I gave them her name. I dreamt of her, masturbating night after night that I would be having great lesbian sex with her. My boss noted my behavior, he instantly disliked my boob job, he made me grow out my hair. At a point when during sex I asked him who was better, me or her, he told me I used to be better.

I have not been able to get his wife out of my mind, I masturbate to her in my mind. I give him sex but he no longer likes my boobs because they are too big. I don't talk to him about his wife, I don't mention her any more, if he talks about her I just nod and I get wet. I know her, I have stood by her, felt her warmth beside me.

I have never had real life lesbian sex, just in my dreams.