Living With Whore And Perv

I moved to California after i turned 18. I planned on going to ucla i was excepted after applying at the end of my senior year. I graduated at 17 i was able to skip a grade in middle school.
I moved in with my mom her and my dad divorced when i was 15. My dad pined over her and my mom well is my mom.
My mom had me when she was 18 now she has just turned 39.
I remember growing up my dad would bring frinds over. Dad and my mom would hand out with the guy then they would disappear. After i went to bed you could hear my mom having sex moaning and bed sounds. Back then i dod not get it today i understand or so i thought.
My mom is beautiful a stunning woman. At 39 she looks to be in her late twenties early thirties. She is tall for the ladies in our family five foot six. Also she has a very beautiful figure and build. She has a defined figure large breast the ass other girls want perfect legs. She has the perfect body and a young beautiful face. Pale skin long black hair. She is stunning Vs me who looks like Wednesday adams and Lydia from Beatle juice had baby.
I live in the room right next to my moms room there is a bathroom that separates our walls that it. As well my mom is dating a man named chad who is a pervert only because i know what he is doing.
Okay im getting lost sorry.
So i live next to my moms room. It sucks. My mom lets chad pick her cloths for the day. Its always slightly slutty mostly classy still and seductive. Beautiful dresses skirt combos business attire and she looked amazing. Bacca my mom and chad would either go out...now with covid internet they meet several men white black mexican what ever they come to our house they mingle have a few drinks maybe smoke marijuana. But either way i come out of my room and i fallow a trail of cloths. Bra panties pantyhose high heels her top if there is one jeans tshirt sneakers high tops . every friday and or Saturday i listen for hours to my mom get gang banged by several men 3 up to 15. A few times my curiosity has gotten the better of me. I have sneaked peaks and watched.
The crazy thing is chad is hung well hung he films slowly stroaking himself. Im watching Chad he is fit 45 looks 30 handsome huge dong. Why dose he like this.
My mom Rebecca Ann Hemsworth aka becca has a huge fat black man with a huge monster dick sliding into her. She is on her hands and knees some white guy is getting sucked by her. I have to admit seeing her naked was immensely sexually attractive i felt wrong being tirned on by my mom. I also felt guilty being turned on by watching my mom being fucked by a huge black man. I would watch on and off for 20 30 minutes at a time. I would find myself soaking wet.
I have gotten to the point of hidind several small camera in there room. I literally dozens of there adventures on my portable drive.
I keep finding myself watching a clip i made its of 10 man gangbang two guys both in my moms pussy at once both cum in her. She gets cum covered cum filled cum fed yez me and my friends joke about this. But im addicted to watching her creamy raw cum foaming oozing dripping pussy. How much cum is in there. How good dose it feel to have that done.
I've had four boyfriends I've had sex a hand full of times.
I like to go out and go through the clothes stealing weed sometimes small amounts of money random shit i find. I always make out like a bandit.
I get a small bounty haha a none stop masterbating session blackmail vids.
The bad part is i keep fantasizing about the fat black guy with the huge dick while my boyfriend Dillion and i have sex. Or even worse chad who is just as big as the fat man.
Dillion knows i told him showed him some of the porns. He watched the rest with a box of Kleenex. And when i rold him i have dreams of either chad of that fat black guy fucking me Dillion said i should do it with both of them.
Now dillion fucks me with a 8 inch black cock sleeve and both chad and the fat guy are way bigger then that. Im 18 5 foot three emo gothic 36 c tits a small bubble but i have my moms butt and legs a cute face with pale freckle. Im nervous but i do want to try sex with one or both of the men chad my perv stepdad or the fat black guy. Or one then the other. I would want the black guy last.
My mom is super chill and open and we talk.
I've told her my odd fantasy and even worse she has encouraged me to explore and offered to set something up with me and chad or with Darren the fat black guy.
I have been dressing a lot more slutty. Fishnets classic or neon knee high chuck Taylor high heels heeled boots. Corsets short skirts micro skirts seductive casual slightly goth kinda steam punk sexy dresses erotic yet appropriate cloths. Im getting comfortable showing off more of my body and letting people touch.
I hung out and mingled a few friday and Saturdays. I enjoy the attention alot. I have not joined them yet. But every time i go to my room i get black with my dildo and vibrator. While watching mofos on my kindle and my mom on my laptop.
I have flashed chad a xouple of times bending over and he and i hangout talk and flirt alot. I have risky sex with my boyfriend at work hoping to get caught by a male coworker and he joins in.
I am starting down an extremely dirty sexual road and im still on fantasizing and touching myself light self expiration nipple clamps three large toys ready to go two small anal toys.
I dont even enjoy sex with Dillion its just a release. I have an vibrating egg i wear to work on remote control.
Im getting complements noticed and flirted with touched from time to time. I love it. I love being talked to like a cheap slut. Im constantly ready to be fuck.
I just cant bring myself to cross the line i know i will enjoy it. I know if a man just takes me i wont fight it but i cant just throw my pussy to the wolves.