I Like Being Cheated On??

I've had several girlfriends growing up. I've had a few cheat on me. I've had some pretty rough breakups but for some reason, it turns me on knowing what they did with someone else while I was with them or even in the next room or before we just met up. One girl I was dating for about 9 months got pregnant. I was really upset at first but then I started asking her how and who and when. The more she told me, I kinda started getting turned on. She said she fucked this guy that her sister introduced her to. They fucked on her birthday right after I left her house. She told me she gave him head, which she never did to me. I asked her where he came and she said, "on my stomach the first time". Then I asked about how she got pregnant. She said they fucked, and he pulled out. They rested and then he fucked her again but he must have had a little bit of cum on his dick. She knew it was turning me on so she kept telling me things. I asked her if he came in her mouth. She said, "yeah". I asked how did you know when he was going to cum. She said, "his tip got a little bigger, then I felt it coming out". I said, how. She said, "it shot out in streams". What did it taste like? She said, "salty liquid lol". I was getting so horny thinking about all of this. She apologized to me for it happening. I got a few titty pics from her but after this we never spoke again. She ended up getting an abortion because her mom was so mad at her for cheating on me and she just got accepted to a really good school. I was a good guy and the guy she was fucking was trash except for the fact he pleased her better than me. It happened to me again another time but that's another story.