How I Became A Cock Sucking Sissy

I was always a smallish boy compared to guys my own age all through high school. Got picked on like most little boys, but I had many friends and I kept hearing that this was just part of growing up. All during my childhood and teen years I was attracted to girls and Deep in the closet about liking boys. I also enjoyed wearing my moms dresses and shoes when her and my dad would go out every Saturday night dancing. But back in the 50's, 60's and 70's revealing you liked boys as well as girls got you beat up or worse. I met a fell in love with a girl in school and we married soon after our graduation. By the time I was 25 I was married and divorced with two children, credit cards maxed out, losing my home and job, and falling into a deep depression. The wife packed up and moved in with her mother with our two kids, (To think about things for a couple weeks), which turned into never coming back. After 4 years of pining away, I finally started to pull myself together. I got another job and moved in with a friend who I also worked for, in the building trades. The Ex got my car through the courts so I was pretty much stuck going to work and then just hanging out at my friends house. After a few months I needed to get out. So one Friday night I took a long walk down town to an adult book and video store to just let off some steam, watching some porn in the booths in the back of the store. I had been to adult book stores in the past on occasion mostly during the day when the traffic in the store was little to none. The store on a Friday night was very crowded, to the point that I almost didn't go in, but I gathered my nerves and I found myself once again sitting in a dark booth watching porn and getting very aroused after putting in a few quarters and I started jerk off. I could hear a lot of men shuffling about on the other side of my door. then I heard someone enter the booth next to me, after a few minutes I noticed out of the corner of my eye some movement next to me and I turned a bit startled, to see the head of a penis sticking through the hole in the wall. I froze for a second thinking that I was aware of the Glory holes in the past, but this was the first time anyone stuck their dick through. I froze for a minute just staring at this big dark cock sticking through the wall. Then it disappeared and I heard a deep voice whisper, "Like what you see baby?" then he put his cock through the hole again. I was flush with excitement and confusion and my head was spinning because my erection just got harder staring at this guys Big Black Cock. It was like I was possessed, my hand moved towards his cock and I wrapped my hand around it. It was warm and the skin was soft but also hard as a rock. I sat there stroking his cock and mine for a few minutes, then suddenly I came like I never came before, and let out a little whimper. The guy on the other side of the wall pushed his cock further through the hole and now his huge balls were on my side. I rubbed his balls and stroked his cock for a few more minutes then quickly he pulled his cock back to his side. I though I did something wrong so I looked through the hole to see him just stroking himself. He saw my face looking in and I heard him say, "Why don't you come over here Baby" . I was in a trance, I pulled up my pants walked out of my booth and into his.
Standing before me was a tall, well dressed black man with an awesome black cock hanging out of his pants. I felt a wave of panic, and thought about leaving, but he gently held my shoulders and turned me to sit on the bench in the booth. Sitting on the bench put me eye level with his cock, and him between me and the door. I was shaking as he place one hand on his cock and the other on the back of my head slowly moving me towards his member. He slapped my face with that monster and asked, "so what you going to do baby, just stare at it?" I opened my mouth and started sucking and licking the head of his cock. He moaned and said, "Yeah, baby". I liked the sound of him calling me baby and started to get erect again. In the dim light he saw My little dick getting hard, and said, "I see you like this... I like it too honey". I had both hands around his shaft and my mouth around his cock head. His hand on my head moved to down to rub my neck and shoulders which felt nice. He kept calling me baby and honey as his hips began to thrust his monster in and out of my sloppy wet lips, each time just a bit deeper until I gagged a little. "Good girl", he said, "You'll get used to that baby". I felt a bit embarrassed that I gagged, so I pushed myself down on his cock, and held it in the back of my throat as long as I could, but I gagged again. He laughed and said, your going to be a good little cock sucker. I was so excited by now I was kissing, sucking and slobbering all over his manhood. Both of his hands were on each side of my head and he started fucking my face and moaning. I had both my hands still wrapped around his shaft so he wouldn't ram that monster down my throat. I could feel him start to stiffen up as he got still and then I felt him jerk as his warm cum gushing into my mouth. He moaned again and said, "swallow it like a good girl, baby", I had no choice but to swallow or let it burst out and get all over me. So, I gulped it down, and he kept cumming for what seemed a good minute. I was amazed that he shot at least 10 or 12 long large spurts of semen into my eager mouth and down my throat and that I didn't choke or get grossed out. He went limp in my mouth and I was able to suck his limp dick all the way down to his balls, to get the last few drops of his cum. Then I finished jerking myself into another orgasm as he pulled up his pants and then just walked out of the booth. He turned around as he was leaving and gave me a big smile. then he was gone. there I sat for a few minutes with my head spinning. "What the hell just happened?" I thought. with the taste of his cum fresh in my mouth and my own cum on my pants and shoes. I gathered myself up and almost ran out of the Book store. I looked around the parking area for him, but he was gone. I went to the book store every Friday night hoping to see him again, but he never showed up. I figured he was just some guy traveling around and happened to stop in the store the night I was there. The walk back home was full of thoughts and doubts. I lay in bed that night, running the whole scene over and over again in my head. I masturbated two more times that night thinking about the feeling of his cock in my mouth and the taste of another mans cum. I was kind of disappointed I never saw him again, but that didn't stop me from sucking off a few other guys though. Fast forward, I am now 68 on hormones, and dating men. I love men of all sizes shapes and colors, getting a man hard and making him cum is one of the most exciting things in the world to me now and have a couple Daddy's who love to see me dressed in slutty clothes and give me plenty of cock and cum when ever I need it. Yes, I am a cum sucking sissy, and I love it. No regrets....