One Night Shouldn't Decide Your Life Forever

I went with a group of friends to Atlantic Beach for Spring Break, all female.

There were not enough beds and I got the floor along with several other girls. After midnight I ran into one of my friends who got a bed, she said I could sleep with her. We woke up without our clothes on, during the night we fooled around and we both traded oral. She is stuck on me, I can't very well push her away since I did what she did. I am not saying I don't have feelings about it, but actually giving in and saying I am now gay is not what I want to do. I can see myself married with children, but I haven't met that guy yet. If I have to accept that it will be me and her I will, but I would like to meet a guy and know for sure. For now I can promise her that we are best friends, I won't ignore her or deny her love and affection for me. She says she knows for sure, I'm just not ready to admit that.