What I Saw

When I was a kid there was a lot of undeveloped woodsy land around where I lived and I would go out hiking around there. One day I was surprised when I came across two naked guys. I was surprised when I recognized them as bys that I knew from school. They were lying there, and I was even more surprised because they were giving each other a blow job.
I didn’t know what to think. I had no idea that they were gay or into things like that, but there they were doing that that to each other.
I was behind some bushes, so I ducked down and watched for a minute, just feeling so amazed. Then I quietly snuck away before they could see me.
Later when I saw them around school I thought how I knew what they had been secretly doing and that no one else knew. I went back to that spot several times, but I never saw them there again. I never told anybody, but I was very curious about this and like I said surprised, because I really had no idea that boys did this stuff together.
I guess that was my first exposure to anything gay, and it wasn’t until about five years later that I had the opportunity to experience it firsthand. It was exciting at the time, but afterwards I felt sort of funny and unsure about doing stuff like that with another guy, so that was my only experience.