Yes, I Like To Look

I began working out regularly. It seemed like the trendy thing to do for a guy just turning forty. My wife never complained about my body, but whatever. So, I got a membership at the gym and started working out every other day.
I remember my younger days well. I played baseball throughout high school. Spent a lot of time in locker rooms and showers with my buddies. Never a big deal. Sure, out of deep rooted curiosity I checked them out. See if I measured up, I guess. Gave one guy the "Big D" nickname. Never anything beyond that.
But now, in my new adult life, I found myself intentionally checking other guys out again. I'm not sure why, really. I don't want anything, I have no urge to touch, suck or do anything like that. But, I still look. And the gym I go to has several men who must enjoy parading around the locker room completely nude, because they do it all the time.
I don't hide in the corner creeping or anything. I usually take a quick shower if needed and change like normal. I'm not ripped, or even fit, and I certainly don't have anything under my towel to brag about. But, I can't help myself from ogling. I've even thought about quitting because I feel strange about it sometimes.
Anyway. I stumbled on this site and it felt like a way to express my secret.
I'm a 40 year old, married man with a lovely wife and 2 kids... And I secretly love seeing naked men.