Bonding With My Big Brother

I always felt that I should have been born a boy instead of a girl.

My brother was surprisingly happy when I told everyone in my family that I was transitioning into a male.

Then after some time, came the 'bonding' between brothers.
My brother took me often to some bars and told me how great it would be to have a brother like me. I didn't question anything and just happily drank with him whenever we met up.

Time passed and after I had my breasts removed and they had healed up we went bar hopping again. Couple hours later we went to his place. He asked me to see my now flat chest and I didn't see a problem with that, so I showed it to him. He didn't even hesistate to start rubbing my chest and flicking my nipples. I started to protest when he suddenly pushed me down and grinded his hard cock between my spread legs.

I was shouting at him but he just ignored me while starting to suck on one of my nipples. I grinded my teeth not wanting to give into the feeling of wanting this. I hadn't been intimate with someone for quite some time and I desperately wanted someone to fuck me. I didn't think it would be my my own brother.

I asked him why he was doing this and he told me he always had the urge to fuck me but never dared to before, but now that I was a guy it was ok.
I did not follow his logic at all but I couldn't deny that I also always thought of my brother as someone sexually attractive.

When he loosened his grip to open his pants and push mine down, I didn't do anything to stop him. He grinned at me and bent down to lick and suck my pussy. I moaned when he finally pushed his raw dick into me.

He told me how happy he was that I was as filthy as him. He told me about all the things he wanted to do with me and proceeded to fill me up with his cum.

My brother and I are in a sort of relationship since that day. We even started to live together at my place.

I don't think this is normal but at the moment I'm ok with it.