Of All The Times

Raising my step daughter was fun, When she needed help with assignments, We would lay on the lounge room floor for hours till we worked it out. We became very close, we could talk about anything, why boys at school did stuff, relationships and sex. Understanding at her age she wanted to ask silly questions to part fiction from fact, didn't surprise me. I always answered honestly without judgement or laughing. Her questions where always sincere.
Over the years, her questions became more in depth.
"whats a orgasm feel like" ? it threw me, i so wanted to say go ask your mother but she hadn't asked her mum, she had asked me. I drew a breath and said "a orgasm is a climax to sex"!
As soon as i said the text book answer. I knew that wasn't the answer she was after.
The look on her face was so disappointing i went on.
There's different types of orgasms, Most young blokes think comings is a orgasm. Its not it just means they came. Wham bam men! You wanna stay away from them. Once they come they don't want to know you. Then you have love orgasms where you look into each others eyes as one or both come, very deep. these people usually marry but then lose it. Lust, hate and forbidden, jealousy, etc, are the rawest emotional orgasms you can have as they are most instinctive. They bring out passion and a desire to be fore filled.
She looked at me and asked "but whats it like"?
I thought for a moment, whens is to much information too much. I looked at her she was 18 and going to clubs. She needs to know.
For women? i can only say from experience, they climax way better than men do. they flutter inside and out, often losing muscle control to spasms. legs and inside shake all over, just when they think its over it happens again. A feeling of release washes over them. Once they settle they love to cuddle and talk for hours. Desiring to get that amazing feeling again.
I looked up at her face, it was now blush red.
I apologised, sorry I said too much, i embarrassed you.
she put on a fake smile, "no, not at all, its just.. I've never.. the guys i like, they are the first ones.. the wham bam ones, i thought that was it".
I didn't know what to say. She was right, the blokes hanging off her where drop kicks. I couldn't say that! I'm the stepdad, i'm there to support her. I had to say something.
"Never mind, over the next couple of years they'll grow up, and sort the men from boys. You will find your man of your dreams"!
More years past, i separated from her mum and step, rightly so stuck by her mother, went my own way.
More years past,
Last night at a covid mask party i thought, what a stupid idea and ripped my mask off to leave. when this eye wrinkled, mask wearing girl grabbed my hand and said "don't leave, its me"! I had no idea who it was, then suddenly it hit me. omg she had aged, her eyes beamed up to me, please stay. We talked all night long and as dawn broke, i took her in my arms and feasted upon her. Her legs shook and she held her belly as she came. "Finally" she said and held me closer. I said what your first multi? she laughed... Nooo I finally got you and now i'm not going to let go.
We have been together ever since, tho it couldn't of happened any other way.

More years past,

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