Complete And Utter Domination...

I just want someone to use me. Anyone at all as long as they can satisfy me, I want to be tied up and helpless, I want a stranger in the woods to overpower me and lift up my skirt for his own pleasure. I don't want to know their name, I don't even want to know what they look like, I just want them to use me like their own little pleasure doll. I want them to tell me how much of a slut I must be for getting off on such an encounter, I want them to mark me as theirs in some way; bite me, cut me, cum in me over and over again, whatever they can and want to do to make me remember our encounter forever and to remind me that I belong to them. I guess I just need someone to completely dominate me but idk where I'll find a real dom who, after the whole fantasy is over and my sanity eventually kicks back in, knows how to care for me afterwards and how not make the experience completely traumatic.