Cannot Tell

I got a excellent gf, petite, barely 5 feet tall, maybe 85 lbs., natural ginger and the dr**es match, blue grey eyes, little teacup boobies and a arse just a bit bigger than you expect. She loves to suck and swallow or to cumkiss. Loves toys and fingers in her arse. Wants to be taken anal really rough and hard by a big cock. Lets me out as I'm just average or on the smaller side. Says if I get her analized by a big one then she'll easily take mine any time I like.
Confession is I have not agreed yet but am excited by it. Worse than that I cannot tell her I want to suck the big one afterwards. Want her dirty juice and strangers sperm on my tongue and down my throat. Simply too embarrassed to say.