My Past Came Out Of Nowhere

My husband thinks I was nervous because we ran into an old boyfriend of mine. Not just a boyfriend, a lover, a very dominant lover. When I was 17 I met him, he was 22 then and he was very dom and I became very sub. That's not the issue, I let him take pictures of me with him, with other men and with women. When together we lived the dom-sub lifestyle totally. I was his sexslave, his fucktoy, his cumdump, a cocksleeve. I answered to all those names but most normally I was called simply hole, or cumhole. There would be slave auctions and I was auctioned off to other men, women, couples groups of men who would pool money to have a girl to cum in for a whole weekend.

That wasn't the issue with my running into him. My husband wants me to tell him things about what I've done to excite him but I can't tell him this. That ex would video and take pictures of me having sex with dogs. Many dogs, sometimes a doggy gangbang, sometimes other women or men with them. I'd be getting banged, in either hole, the dogs didn't necessarily always get inside my pussy, while I'd be eating another woman or sucking a man.

I don't want my husband to know those terrible things I did, all the people I went with, my sexual subservience, and most especially the dogs. However; I really don't want anyone to know how much I enjoyed it and really liked it. Even if I was destined to be auctioned off as a slave for anal sex only, or if a dog got in my back hole and ravaged me hard and fast, I loved it all.

My ex, when my husband and I left, gave me a kiss on the cheek. My back was to my husband, and the ex touched me between my legs, I had on leggings, and whispered that I would always be a slave.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Feb 17, 2021 at 7:37 AM

Maybe slowly start telling your husband about the “lighter” stuff you did they excited you. If he likes it, reveal a little more. If he finds it distasteful, then end it there and leave it at that if you want.

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by Anonymous on Feb 17, 2021 at 8:08 PM

I was never in THAT extreme of a relationship but I have basically the same problem. My husband gets off on hearing about the naughty stuff I've done but I don't dare tell him the whole truth because he will want me to do the same things for him. It was a huge thrill to go full slutty and stuff when I was young and stupid but I'm not like that anymore. Just like the OP, Mmilf, I get strong, mixed, feelings and thoughts when I run into guys from my past. I doesn't make it easier to stay a good wife and mom when my husband already gives me permission and encouragement to stray

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