Bi Ex

I was married for 25 years to a very dominant man. It was good, I have always appreciated guys who take the initiative and take charge sexually. However; I'm very sad and feel very bad that I let him do what he did. When I was in my early 30s to late 40s, he had a penchant for having me with young guys who were virgins. I let them take their first times in my mouth, in my pussy and in my ass. I taught them how to lick me, how to properly play with a womans boobs. The problem is first, some were underage, not too young but . . . I found out after a 3 or 4 times over a span of 4years, he was trading my body for theirs. The price of them losing their virginity or just fucking a woman as much as they want was that they had to let him suck and fuck them. I stayed with him, and even did it more times,. Finally, he fucked one of them while the guy was fucking me. I knew then that he was holding apart of him away even from himself. We divorced a few years ago, I have a very nice man who treats me very well and doesn't want to share me with anyone.

My ex? he lives with a 22 year old, super skinny, very feminine college boy.