Addicted

Hello I'm 59 and male and must admit something.

I enjoy hooking up with married men my age or older and suck their cocks.

I explore a couple of different apps available and contact men who are married and just wanting a blowjob, the perfect situation is men who get off on "feeling superior " by having another man suck his cock but won't suck in return.

I prefer those type because I enjoy the feeling of being, conquered and my punishment or "my reward" is to drop to my knees while a man stands over me with his hands on his hips and watches as I take him into my mouth and wrap my lips around his superior cock until he cums in my mouth.

I feel so nasty, I've even had 2 men use my mouth as their personal urinal, washing myself in their golden shower and drinking it for them to see and enjoy.

Seems like I'd rather be used by a man than be with a woman anymore..I'm a cocksucker.