Straight Male / 23
Emotional Masochist
Look, this is going to be really really weird. If toilet-related kinks scare ya, turn away now.
I have this kink where I just really want to be degraded in the worst possible ways. Being used as a toilet is definitely up there, but I have something else. I really want my partner to take my stuff - anything I own and care about - and flush it down the toilet.
I don't know why I get off on this so much, but I really, really do. I have so many things they could do it with since I'm a very big nerd. When I was a kid, I used to collect pokemon cards and I have a huge collection now, probably worth a lot of money. I get really turned on by the thought of my partner taking my binder of cards and shaking it out over the toilet, then flushing them all. I don't care about them that much anymore, but something about seeing what I built up so much over my childhood being flushed down the drain like shit is so immensely pleasurable to me.
Most of all, I enjoy the thought of my partner *wanting* to do this to me.
I have a stuffed animal I got when I was a few months old that I've had my whole life. I love it a lot and it has brought me a lot of comfort over the years. However, now, it's very worn-out. I don't know if I'd ever let my partner do this, but I have an intense desire for my partner to really, really want to flush this stuffed animal.
I want her to hold it over the toilet and pretend she's going to drop it in, to make me get down on all fours and make me drink her piss or something so that she doesn't, or to make me bring her another item I own that she can flush instead. I want her to beg me to let her flush it, hold it to her pussy and say she's going to pee on it, maybe lock herself in the bathroom with it and pretend to flush it. I also love the idea of her making me drink a ton of water and then having me hold my piss in for a really, really long time, not letting me release, forcing me to just hold it for hours and hours until I can hardly stand it, and I want her to say that, if I fail, she's going to make me flush the stuffed animal myself. I want her to see me struggling, then hold the animal up to my penis and say that if I pee on it she has to flush it. I want her to say that we ran out of toilet paper and ask me if she can just use the stuffed animal cause she has no other options. I want her to hide the stuffed animal somewhere I won't find it, and then I want her to tell me she flushed it, letting me believe that for days on end until she finally reveals where she hid it.
I also have a fantasy for her actually tricking me into giving her a chance to flush it for real.
It's her birthday, a special day naturally, and as a special g*ft, I tell her she can take the stuffed animal and pee on it, as long as she let me wash it afterward (For the record, in a relationship like this, I obviously would do more for her to celebrate her birthday :) ). She gets excited and says that she wants the full experience, that she really wants to feel like she's going to flush it. So, she ties me up in some basic bondage so that I am powerless to stop her from doing anything, and she puts me right in front of the toilet. Then, naturally, she pees on it, and it pains me a lot to watch (in a pleasurable way) and she enjoys it immensely due to my pain. I expect her to untie me so I can go wash it (though I don't say anything since I'm probably gagged), and she then just smiles for a second, cutely, and spreads her legs apart. She then drops Nary into the toilet. Naturally, I immediately tense up, the pleasure of seeing Nary actually dropped into the toilet being immense, along with the fear of what she's doing also being immense. She then proceeds to reposition me so I can see inside the bowl, and she gets up and puts her hand on the lever. I'm mostly just in silent shock, she teases it a bit, laughs a bit, says some proactive things about how she's really going to do it, she's really finally going to flush it. This is extremely pleasurable for both of us, but it's not that different from normal, it's just that she actually dropped the stuffed animal into the toilet for the first time ever. But then, she actually pushes down the lever, and the toilet begins to flush. She says, "Oops~" and giggles a tad bit as both of us watch Nary get stuck in the drain of the toilet. At this point, I'm probably gagged or something, so I can't plead with her to stop. Thankfully, the stuffed animal didn't go down, and I'm assuming she's going to stop there, she's going to take it out and it'll be fine. But then she flushes the toilet again, and the stuffed animal goes in a bit more. Then, she does it again, and it finally flushes for real. She celebrates her victory of finally flushing it after years of teasing me about it and begging me to let her, and I'm powerless to do anything to stop it.
I'd probably never let her actually flush it, but if I did, it would definitely have to be a long-time coming. If she did it without my permission like described above, unless I somehow showed I was ok with it, the relationship would probably be over at that point since it just shows a lack of regard for my wishes and that's not super healthy. But still, the fantasy of it happening drives me wild. I bet this was really strange to read, huh? I just really had to get this out of my system. I'm sure I'll be sharing a similar fantasy on here again with the year. Hope this was enjoyable to you somehow.
I have this kink where I just really want to be degraded in the worst possible ways. Being used as a toilet is definitely up there, but I have something else. I really want my partner to take my stuff - anything I own and care about - and flush it down the toilet.
I don't know why I get off on this so much, but I really, really do. I have so many things they could do it with since I'm a very big nerd. When I was a kid, I used to collect pokemon cards and I have a huge collection now, probably worth a lot of money. I get really turned on by the thought of my partner taking my binder of cards and shaking it out over the toilet, then flushing them all. I don't care about them that much anymore, but something about seeing what I built up so much over my childhood being flushed down the drain like shit is so immensely pleasurable to me.
Most of all, I enjoy the thought of my partner *wanting* to do this to me.
I have a stuffed animal I got when I was a few months old that I've had my whole life. I love it a lot and it has brought me a lot of comfort over the years. However, now, it's very worn-out. I don't know if I'd ever let my partner do this, but I have an intense desire for my partner to really, really want to flush this stuffed animal.
I want her to hold it over the toilet and pretend she's going to drop it in, to make me get down on all fours and make me drink her piss or something so that she doesn't, or to make me bring her another item I own that she can flush instead. I want her to beg me to let her flush it, hold it to her pussy and say she's going to pee on it, maybe lock herself in the bathroom with it and pretend to flush it. I also love the idea of her making me drink a ton of water and then having me hold my piss in for a really, really long time, not letting me release, forcing me to just hold it for hours and hours until I can hardly stand it, and I want her to say that, if I fail, she's going to make me flush the stuffed animal myself. I want her to see me struggling, then hold the animal up to my penis and say that if I pee on it she has to flush it. I want her to say that we ran out of toilet paper and ask me if she can just use the stuffed animal cause she has no other options. I want her to hide the stuffed animal somewhere I won't find it, and then I want her to tell me she flushed it, letting me believe that for days on end until she finally reveals where she hid it.
I also have a fantasy for her actually tricking me into giving her a chance to flush it for real.
It's her birthday, a special day naturally, and as a special g*ft, I tell her she can take the stuffed animal and pee on it, as long as she let me wash it afterward (For the record, in a relationship like this, I obviously would do more for her to celebrate her birthday :) ). She gets excited and says that she wants the full experience, that she really wants to feel like she's going to flush it. So, she ties me up in some basic bondage so that I am powerless to stop her from doing anything, and she puts me right in front of the toilet. Then, naturally, she pees on it, and it pains me a lot to watch (in a pleasurable way) and she enjoys it immensely due to my pain. I expect her to untie me so I can go wash it (though I don't say anything since I'm probably gagged), and she then just smiles for a second, cutely, and spreads her legs apart. She then drops Nary into the toilet. Naturally, I immediately tense up, the pleasure of seeing Nary actually dropped into the toilet being immense, along with the fear of what she's doing also being immense. She then proceeds to reposition me so I can see inside the bowl, and she gets up and puts her hand on the lever. I'm mostly just in silent shock, she teases it a bit, laughs a bit, says some proactive things about how she's really going to do it, she's really finally going to flush it. This is extremely pleasurable for both of us, but it's not that different from normal, it's just that she actually dropped the stuffed animal into the toilet for the first time ever. But then, she actually pushes down the lever, and the toilet begins to flush. She says, "Oops~" and giggles a tad bit as both of us watch Nary get stuck in the drain of the toilet. At this point, I'm probably gagged or something, so I can't plead with her to stop. Thankfully, the stuffed animal didn't go down, and I'm assuming she's going to stop there, she's going to take it out and it'll be fine. But then she flushes the toilet again, and the stuffed animal goes in a bit more. Then, she does it again, and it finally flushes for real. She celebrates her victory of finally flushing it after years of teasing me about it and begging me to let her, and I'm powerless to do anything to stop it.
I'd probably never let her actually flush it, but if I did, it would definitely have to be a long-time coming. If she did it without my permission like described above, unless I somehow showed I was ok with it, the relationship would probably be over at that point since it just shows a lack of regard for my wishes and that's not super healthy. But still, the fantasy of it happening drives me wild. I bet this was really strange to read, huh? I just really had to get this out of my system. I'm sure I'll be sharing a similar fantasy on here again with the year. Hope this was enjoyable to you somehow.
