Degrade Me, Fuck Me, Spit On Me, Toss Me Out

As a close to but not total feminist and lesbian, I need from time to time, a hard, no holes bared fucking. A fucking that brings tears to my eyes, a fucking that makes me crawl on the floor, a fucking that tells me I was put on earth with a pussy, I don't have a cook.

I hate myself afterwards, I tremble at what I did, or had done to me. I go hard feminist. Hard lesbian, dyke lesbian, for months and months until I start to think about getting a fucking, obsess about getting a fucking. I find myself thinking about the last man that fucked me, I start going out to wine bars, sitting at the bar waiting for an asshole to pick me up, fuck me in the parking lot, his car, a motel, fuck me, leave me, never talk to me again.

Twice I had my ass fucked, slapped and fucked in the ass. Same man, he's a shoe salesman at Macy's in the mall close to my job, I flashed him the first time, gave him my number, he slapped me around, fucked my pussy, then my ass and kicked me out of his van. I went back to him to do 8t again. I'm obsessed by him, I want him to fuck me, fuck my ass, slap me, spit in my face, kick me out on the street again. Use his belt this time, whip me and make me cry.