Pretty Sure My Asshole Is Pretty Much Destroyed

So for as long as I can remember I have been sticking random things in my ass it started with a finger then quickly turned into 4. I'd use shovel handles and even empty beer bottles. Then when I was about 13 I found my mom's dildo collection. I began using them on a regular basis start with the 8 in one and eventually using the 13 in one which was about 2.5 in thick on a weekly basis. I did this until I moved out of my parents house and started buying the biggest dildos I could find. By this point I'm surprised I even hold my poo in because I've stretched my asshole out for years. Even had 2 fists in there on 3 occasions