My Lowest Moment
I never looked her up again, she just capped off that job.
For 40 years I've regretted leading her on. She was a nice, uneducated but nice girl.
So basically you considered her as disposable as a condom and never helped her in return.
Mind well, she was a companion along the way and you would have risen in her eyes had you helped her to come up in some manner.
I think most guys have one of those. Mine was a former hostess from the sports bar I go to. Young woman, hot, fit, very pretty and sexy. And so damaged from her past that any attention from men was good attention, including guys old enough to be her father fucking her in the parking lot or wherever she was living at the time. She'd lost a child, too, so was a mental mess and easy target. Guys would use her awful past and losing the kid to their advantage. I didn't play on the kid thing, but yes, used her need for attention to my benefit. Had sex with her several times, and never once felt guilty about fucking this mental train wreck who was the same age as my youngest niece. I didn't see her as disposable. Just an easy, beautiful but kind of w*********h, fuck to enjoy. She even did her long nails in red polish because I told her to. I could have told her to do anything, and she would have.