Sweet And Sticky

I identify as a straight man and have been married twice and always dated and had sex with women. Maybe over 20 years ago I had a few experiences where I got sucked off by gays at gloryholes in arcades. But I never had an attraction to men at all.
So lately in the last six months or so I been really having these hard fantasies about sucking a nice dick that's really, really edging and making tons of precum. I'm sure a guy getting sucked like that would eventually want to just go ahead and have his climax and I don't know about that. I admit to having tasted my own precum many times and love it. Tasted my own cum a couple of times and its not disgusting but its not as good to me as the salty and sweet sticky precum that I really like.
So I can't see this ever going anywhere since I'm not into guys at all and have no idea where I'd even find somebody who makes a real lot of precum.
Hot fantasy to jack off with anyway.