Addictive Masturbation

I’m 33 and addicted to risky masturbation,
I can’t get to an orgasm unless I’m doing it in a risky situation.
I’ve done it to orgasm.....
In my car sitting in traffic,
In class when i was younger,
At work at my desk,
At the gym,
In a hotel room overlooked by an official block,
In a park,
On a busy beach,
Shopping centre changing rooms,
In my bf sitting room while she was cooking dinner with her back to me.
Lots of other places.
I want to masturbate on my knees with lots of people watching out side (like a dogging situation).
But struggling to do it safely.
I would love to hear of anyone else’s risky masturbation episodes so please don’t hesitate to comment.
Love you all xxx