I Love The Sight, Smell And Taste

Hello my name is Bernie;

I am grown now but have had this problem for many years. When i was a small boy about 4 years of age. A group of sisters three houses away baited me into their house with a sandwich that I never got. They were 5 of them ages 8, 9, 11, 13 and 15.

They took me up stairs to a dark room with the shade pulled down. The bed smelled like piss, there they made me lick each of them until they screamed out while they beat me with curtain rods! Then when I was in the first grade I went over a class mates house and his big sister gave me some fried chicken and told me I was her little boyfriend. She kissed me on the lips.I paid no attention to the kiss because I kissed my mother and sisters good night everyday.

Then she took me up stairs sat me on a bed and started playing with my penis which she licked and sucked it for a few minutes. Then said it was her turn. That was many,many years ago but, now I am still suffering from it. Every time I see a woman's gentils, I want to lick it. My mouth waters and my penis gets hard. I have been married 5 times because I can Not be faithful to a wife. I need to lick other women, one, two or three.

I want to smell it, and taste it. I love when the clit become large and swells up on my tongue and I love to give them orgasms , i love the taste when they cum it tastes like warm chicken soup.

My oldest sister found out I had done this with her girl friend and she says I am a no good whore. I really am NOT!! She said any woman who shows me her pussy I will lick it! I am NOT willfully that way. But It is true if I see it, I do want to lick it, I can't help myself. If she is wearing nylon stockings it makes it that much worst! I want to be a loyal husband but I just can't stop eating other women's pussy.

I need help.