Gay Gangbang

When I was 16 I greatly admired this man in his 30s. He was rich, always doing adventures around the globe. One weekend I was staying over at his house, parents out of town visiting relatives. It took a few hits of a joint, and a few beers and I was naked in his bed. He had a long but gladly thinish cock - about and inch and a half thick only. I sucked him till he exploded in my mouth, I swallowed most, after some porn watching during which he was playing with my ass and finger fucking me; I got fucked for the first time. During that he stroked me and I came the first time with someone elses hand, not mine.

It was now about 10pm and he was on the phone for a while. He came back into the bedroom and took me by the hand to a spare room. He got me into a sex swing, strapping my hands and knees in so I couldn't get out. I asked to go to the bathroom to empty out his cum but he said not to. It wouldn't matter after the others got there. I didn't want to do it, he explained that he had other men coming over to fuck me too. I was moving around trying to get out, telling him I only wanted him to do it. He just said relax and let them do it and I'd enjoy it.

I spent 3 hours in that swing, 5 men plus the neighbor took turns depositing loads in my mouth and in my ass, all over my pubic hair, my nipples, and my face. When finally let out, I was broken, I felt like a girl who'd been used so much no one would want her anymore except as a fucktoy. He took me to the living room where one of the men was lying over and back of the couch spreading his ass open. My friend jacked on me, got me hard and I fucked the guy in front of everyone.

I never went back, it's been two years now. I have a girlfriend who lets me have sex with her, she wants to try anal sex, but I just can't bring myself to do it to her. I know I'll have to, but no one, except those who were there that night, knows what I went through and I don't want anyone to know.