I'm Obsessed With Being Spanked

I'm a romantic, erotic romanticism. I read mostly, not too much into videos. I read this short church confession written by a junior high girl who peed her pants and her step father spanked her bare bottom for it. She was complaining, I got wet reading it, wetting herself, being punished, having her bare bottom spanked.

I'm not in junior high but the idea of being punished, having my bare bottom spanked? By a man in authority. There was such a man in our church. He was ex marine, served in combat, he was a vice president in his company and had a reputation. I decided he would be the man to spank me.

I volunteered at church on a mission he was heading, opening a prayer room in the mexican part of town. I worked hard and was always there, ready to volunteer for what he needed. The perfect secretary for him. The opportunity came to seduce him. He claimed he was tricked but he was more than willing. I started to misbehave, in a way that could expose him. He let his temper get the better of him. I told him I would be good. I also told him my father corrected me with a spanking.

He spent the night with me, I took pictures of him sleeping naked, graphic in that his penis showed. I told him I had sent the picture to a friend. His anger was real, I begged him not to hit me, not to spank me because he wasn't my father. The argument got heated, he lost control and bent me over the kitchen table, I pulled my pants down waiting for a spanking. He said something like oh shit and walked away.

So I opened my legs and peed on the floor. That's as far as my plans worked out. He refused to let me work with him, he ended our affair. I'm still waiting for a spanking.