I Let Him Do Me...

A few years ago I was out of town on business. I am a 35 yr old, bi white male. I had been orally bi since my late 20's and found I had a real fetish for sucking off black men. At the time Craigslist was still active and it was easy to arrange something while in a strange town overnight. I located a young black male, early 20's and he seemed eager to receive a BJ. He claimed to be a college student and football player. I invited him to my hotel, but he insisted I come to his apartment. I arrived around 8pm. We chatted and he offered me a beer. After our beers we decided to get down to business. He walked over to the couch and stripped off hi t-shirt and gym shorts. I was was like OMG! His cock was huge, it must have been 6 inches completely soft. He sat down on the couch. I got on my knees between his legs and started sucking. I couldn't believe how big his cock was getting. It had to be 10 inches and nearly as big around as the beer can I had held a few minutes ago. After a few minutes he spoke up and told me to undress. I got naked also. He scooted out to the edge of the couch and had me start licking his balls. I started alternating between sucking cock and licking balls. He must have liked it because he was rock hard. Suddenly he pulled me off his cock and stood up. He pulled me up and said "lets go in here". We walked into another room. It was empty except for a futon mattress in the corner with a small night stand beside it. We walked over to the mattress and he told me to get on my knees. I did as I was told. He stood in front of me and said "now we're gonna have some fun". He ordered me to reach around and grab his ass cheeks. He reached down, grabbed the back of my head and began to fuck my mouth and throat. I was gagging and choking. I tried to push him away to get a breath but he yelled for me to put my hands back on his ass. I again grabbed his ass and he continued to go at it until he finally got what he wanted. He kept pushing into the back of my throat until I felt a strange sensation, his cock finally slid down my throat. He had his entire cock down my throat with his balls resting on my chin. He held it there and seemed very happy about it. When he finally pulled out I fell back on the mattress, eyes watering, choking and coughing. He reached over opened a drawer on the nightstand and pulled something out. He got down on the mattress beside me. He rolled me over on my stomach. Then I felt the cold liquid being poured into the crack of my ass. I tried to raise up but he got on top, put both hands in the middle of my back and pushed me down. He kept one hand on my back and with his other hand he rubbed his cock up and down my ass crack to get some lube on it. Then he guided his cock to my entrance. I panicked and tried to crawl away. He stayed on top of me and all I managed to do was crawl face first into the wall. He kept pushing his cock into my ass. It hurt so bad, felt like a softball bat being shoved into me! He wasn't gentle, he just kept pushing into me. Finally he had enough cock inside me that he pulled back, I had a second of relief until he shoved it back in hard. I screamed loud and started crying like a baby. He kept fucking until he was good and inside me. Then he stopped holding me down and ordered me to spread my legs and get my ass up. I did as I was told, I got up on my knees and spread my legs apart. He grabbed my hips and shoved his cock back in my ass. At that point I gave up thinking I might begin to enjoy it. I gripped the mattress tight , buried my face and just cried. At some point I remember feeling his pelvis banging my ass with each thrust and knew he had all his cock inside me. Each time he would thrust in me his balls would slap against mine. I started counting when they slapped together to try and take my mind off how much it hurt. Finally he yelled "I'm cumming", he shoved his cock all the way in and held it there. I felt the warm cum flooding my insides. He pulled out a minute later. He got up and walked into the bathroom to clean up. I just laid there until I began to feel his cum leaking out of my ass. I reached back and inserted a finger in my ass, it was gaped open so bad I could barely feel it. When I stood up cum began running down my thighs. He came out of the bathroom and threw me a towel. I quickly cleaned up a little and dressed. As I was leaving he said he enjoyed it and if I came back to the area give him a call. I was so sore the next day that sitting through meetings and the drive home were misery. Maybe if I were experienced I may have enjoyed it but being my first time it was too much for me to handle...