Hate Bible Bashing Social Engineering Guilt Tripping Failures

I am sick of people at church attacking me for masturbation or watching porn. I don't think that god gives a stuff and he forgives our desires and flesh. Sex is just a function and its healthy expression and if I want to masturbate rather then be fucking old beetroot head old loser men at the church who want to force sex and gods marriage shit on you. no my choice always and never your abuse. that is what god told me to say. then its my choice to watch porn at home and touch myself safe in my bedroom and does that bother you much? jealous much? tough! I don't sell too cheap ever again. r**e changed me and taught me the bullshit of man and society and dumb old church ways that are lies to control women. no thank you you sell that to some other fool. It doesn't make me less a person in gods eyes. I am not a hooker. I do not use my pussy to get me through life. I pray and ask for forgiveness. I think if god gave us enough understanding and sense then he understands our physical desires. Its like exercise really. I sleep better. I feel relaxed afterwards, I only do it with good intentions. I wish all the porn people I look at the best. They got money to that job. I am sure god forgives them too. Not everyone will get sex. I do not want to be forced into r**e or being used again. So you wasting your time trying to play that ungodly girl game at me for fingering myself. Most men like it. Most couples still do it. I am so sick of hearing all the rubbish about portals by these new age wicca people. You could open a portal taking a piss or brushing your teeth or doing a aerobic workout or run. Just fucking fuck off with your crap just cuz you have such rigid old values and can't stand people knowing you wank off is not my problem. It means nothing to me that people might thing I do or look at porn. One church male friend told me everyone does it but no one talks about it or admits it. I don't want to fall for the first loser that falls in front of me. I might if he right for me but I don't want to be so foolish ever again. I was r**ed 10 years ago and does god forgive that? I don't want to be so dumb ever again. Spanking keeps my wits about me and I learnt a lot too and experts are not born. god wants us to enjoy pleasure or he wouldn't have made it so. so fuck off all you wafer thin brain twits who fail at all attempts and your weak stories. I feel guilty for nothing! got that. god knows me. he knows my heart. and that is all that matters to me. I am being as good as I can be. I don't want to be a hooker fucking for money on the street. so I prefer my own home safe finding some relief. its exercise. you failed. god still won me.

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