Scared To Go After It…

This is extremely difficult to put out for all to see, but here goes…

I want, somehow, discover an adult-version of my boyhood best friend. I want to know that he and I are truly good friends, but we have an enormous “benefits” package behind closed doors.

Although it didn’t happen much when I was in middle school and early high school, I did have a secret bromance with my good buddy. 100% closeted, but when we’d go camping (pretty much every other weekend for a while) we couldn’t wait until the sun went down so we could start the real evening’s perks. We never fucked, but we were doing everything else really well…

Now I want that type of relationship again. My wife (very fortunately) knows, but it just seems so unlikely to match with someone who is a “best friend” and be able to tack on the benefits too. By the way, my wife and I have an amazing relationship and sex life; so much in fact that we’ve discussed all of our “dreams and fantasies”. It’s fun as we start actually fulfilling some of them…

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on May 23, 2021 at 4:00 PM

Does she want the same thing with a female? Maybe you could find a couple.

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Musket

by Musket on May 24, 2021 at 3:25 AM

I had a best friend when I was 13 we had a lot of fun together in my house when my parents were at work. I always wish he was around even after I got married, my wife would never understand that desire that I feel to suck on a cock. After many years, I went onto a bi chat site and meet up with a guy. He wasn't my best friend, but I wanted to experience it again. We got naked and ended up in a 69 position and I took him in my mouth... after a few minutes I was getting lost in the moment - I moved around so I could just work on him, I was making up for all the lost time - when he said he was going to cum, I wanted it... he came in my mouth and I kept going on he to he got soft. I loved the whole experience of it.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on May 27, 2021 at 7:52 PM

My best friend and I used to do pretty much the same thing whenever we spent time together as teens; jerking each other off, 69ing, humping our cocks together or in each other's butt crack until we came. We never came in each other's mouth. We only tried anal once, but I chickened out when his big knob started penetrating my hole. It felt like I had had to take a massive dump. We did things together until we were 17. The last time we had together, both stroking ourselves waiting on some other friends to swing by and pick us up, I decided to try and suck my buddy off and let him cum in my mouth. I was going to town when our friends pulled up outside and honked the horn. I had to stop, though I didn't want to, but that unfortunately was last time we did anything together. We went our different ways after I joined the service and lost contact. I regained contact about 10 years later and while catching up with each other, I mentioned our teenage exploits. It was clear he was very uncomforatable with the subject and changed it right away. We finally got together a number of years later as I drove through his town and picked him up so we could head back to our home state for a high school reunion. We talked all the way bout our sexual exploits over the years, but even I was horny as hell, he definitely had no interest in picking up where we left off. Never did get the chance to finish that blow job.

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