It Does Feel Good

im an ftm transguy. it took me a while but ive become more at peace with my body.

i used to be a strict top. nothing would go inside me, though i had always been intrigued by the idea and had placed a marker or two up my front hole. one day however, my body was aching for it. i was so so wet, one marker wasnt enough. i desperately searched for something to penetrate myself with and thats when i found it. i had found this long glue stick, about 5 inches long and an inch in diameter. nothing too large, but it was enough. i wasted no time sticking this thing into my hole and damn i was tight but it felt good. soon enough, i keep pumping it in and out of me before my legs are shaking from pure ecstasy.

i started getting more curious about my body and what i could feel. i eventually invested in a dildo to fuck myself with and found i had opened a whole new door to pleasure. every orgasm was eye rolling, i couldnt wait to one day experience this for real.

i had started to know this one guy a lot better. we texted often, hung out every now and then with mutual friends. im short, he is not. we had fooled around, making out type stuff, but nothing serious. he told me he was moving away in the summer so i decided to take my chances. we started flirting more, getting more physical each time before it was finally time. i disclosed my situation and it took him a second to understand, but he was more than okay to work with it. i could tell he was more of a bottom, but was still okay with topping me. i kissed down his neck before giving him head, i took most of his cock down my throat. i loved the way he tasted. he started kissing down my body before finally feeling my wetness. he steadied himself before penetrating me. we both crumbled. his cock was a perfect size and my hole was perfectly tight. he began to pick up the pace before i pushed him over and began to ride him. i barely lasted 5 minutes. i found myself cumming and cumming over and over again. before he came he pulled out and i grinded along his dick as he came. i would have loved him to cum inside me, but we didnt want to risk pregnancy.

as he said, he moved away in the summer. at the start of fall, i started to ache for something like that again. i didnt know anyone who was personally open for a hook up, so i searched online. i advertised myself on dating apps. i just wanted my guts to be rearranged. i had several men hit me up, i answered each of them. i decided i would be a whore for a day. i scheduled multiple meet ups at multiple times through the day. i fucked about 5 men in one day. i was bent over and fucked over a bed, another a counter. another held my legs open as he pounded the shit out of me. i was spit roasted by the remaining two.

im getting to the point where im aching again. it did feel pretty fun last time. i might just have to do it again.