She Is Making Me Suffer, I Can't Stand It Any Longer

I am living with a college friend. We were not roommates in college, just friends. We are 26, have jobs, pay our way. Since June of last year I work remote, she's a nurse so no such luck. Anyway to get to what this is all about. Our apartment is a two bedroom one bath. For the longest time seeing her naked, or getting dressed, or in a nightgown and me being naked in front of her, or getting dressed or in a nightgown meant nothing.

But then I started getting push sweat when she bent over to shave her legs, or when she pulled up her panties, or when she wiped after peeing. I saw her boob under her night shirt, her nipple.

I was wet. She noticed I was looking, trying to catch a view of her crotch, of a tit, her ass. It made things uncomfortable. She started locking the bathroom, dreading in her room. It got pretty bad, one night I tossed and turned for an hour. My clit was sore. I took my pillow and knocked on her door and asked if I could sleep with her.

She said I was projecting, I needed to get out, she was a woman not a man, as if I hadn't noticed. But she let me get in bed with her, and she took me in her arms and spooned me. She fell asleep, my pussy was dripping, my hand between my legs. Her hand reached around and cupped my tit, she pushed her hips against my butt. I worked my way around until I was on my back and kissed her cheek. I pulled her to me and kissed her mouth. She woke up and told me to behave, turned around and gave me her back.

She let me take a shower with her, she lets me sleep with her, she doesn't lock the bathroom any more, she doesn't cross her arms across her chest. But she doesn't let me make love with her. The most she allows is a kiss, or sitting close. She says she is considering. In the meantime I'm going nuts, my pussy is wet. And she kisses my cheek and goes to work, and when she comes home she takes her scrubs off and puts on a cotton top without a bra on.