Playing House

When I was a kid my cousin would babysit me. I really liked when he came over as he would play house with me. He's 3 years older than me but my parents saw him as a cheap babysitter. I was about 10 or 11 and playing with Barbie dolls. I would always bug him to play house and he begrudgingly agreed. One day he said that I needed to do something to bring a baby into the game. When I asked him what it was he told me I had to take my clothes off. I was nervous but I stripped down to my panties. He stripped down to his boxers and walked over to me. He had me lay down and pulled off my panties. I was laying there naked as I watched him take his boxers off and I saw a penis for the first time. He was so hard. He got on top of me I could feel the tip of his cock rubbing against my virgin pussy. Then I felt it pushing into me. I was surprised and it hurt so I tried to push him off. He told me to relax as he continued fucking me. After a while I began enjoying it and I could tell he was enjoying it too. After a few minutes he began filling my pussy with a warm goo, at the same I had my first orgasm. After this I didn't want to play house anymore, but I did enjoy getting fucked. From that point on when ever he came over to watch me I couldn't wait. We tried a lot of stuff together over the years. I'm seeing him later this week after more than 2 years and I can't wait to feel him inside me.