First Dildo Use

So to start things off I'm a major bottom and I get horny for this one guy real bad. We've known each other since elementary school and during our middle school to highschool years, I'd fantasize about him a lot.
Weird part is I hate the guy. We used to be friends but eventually he started being some degenerate weeb with an ego, but fuck it, maybe I'm into that.

One day I was feeling a lil extra horny and I decided to buy a dildo, and a more realistic one at that. I was super glad when it came in and I tried it. First time I hurt my ass and decided I'd try another day. Some time passed and I was feeling pretty horny again so I decided to stick it to the wall and suck it off, making sure to lick the balls and all. Sadly my throat skills weren't great, so I only made it about halfway.

Again some time passed and here we were earlier today. I woke up super horny and decided today was the day. My cock was throbbing and my dildo sat clean and unused for a good while. First I stuck it to the wall and lube it up. It still hurt for a little bit, but when I moved it down and got on my knees, it slid in a bit easier.

Eventually I said fuck it and suck it to a relatively sturdy and short flat box and decides to ride it. This worked fucking WONDERS and while it still hurt a little bit, it got better and i made it all the way down to the balls. With only some minor moaning I rode that bitch and nutted.
I rate it like a 9 out of 10