Misinformation

When I was a kid, I let another boy butt fuck me. He was a couple of years older and talked me into messing around with him, and he fucked my butt.
I was surprised and afterwards didn’t know what to think. It really had not hurt, but was just sort of a little bit uncomfortable, but I sort of liked how that felt and it was excting and unbelievably stimulating. While he did that to me it made me ejaculate.
Mostly I had this fear that because I had liked it, that it meant I was gay. So for about a year I had this awful secret thinking that I was gay and just didn’t know it.
Then I discovered that lots of boys had sex with other boys and that it did mean that they were gay or that it would make them gay. I was so relieved.
And of course I think that’s the problem for so many boys is all of this gay propaganda that’s put out there. There is just so much misinformation. I hope that we finally get past this sort of thing.