I Have A Past, A Past That Needs To Stay In The Past

I lived in Amsterdam for three years while I pursued a degree in interior design. While I was there I roomed with a Dutch girl from Rotterdam. She was overtly sensual and sexy, she wore these very tight panties that outlined her pussy completely, she didn't shut the bathroom door to either bathe or use the toilet, she watched television and played with her breasts and nipples. I came from a home where any form of sexual expression was taboo. We dressed modestly at all times and no one ever talked about sex. Joking, but as kids we joked that our parents had to have had sex at least three times because there were three kids. My roommates outwardly sexual behavior was uncomfortable to watch but instead of turning me off it did the opposite.

She introduced me to the Red Light district, and we would go down on Friday and Saturday night and meander through the district, talking about the men who were there and what kind of woman they wanted to hire. She told me several times that she had thought about being a prostitute. She told me about this place, in Germany where the women were in stables, naked and men went around selecting them by number and they were delivered to a room for them. On one of our breaks from college we went to Germany to see this place. Even if we were women they let us in and we walked around and around looking at all the different women, from everywhere in the world, from midgets to black queens from Ethiopia. The men came and walked around looking and they went to the cashier desk, gave the woman's stable number and got a room and the woman was taken to them. We went to this sex show, and we watched this woman tied down to a pommel horse fucked by 12 men, one right after another.

We had rented a small hotel room for the weekend we were there and that night she undressed and asked me if I wanted to get naked too. It was a warm evening and the window was open onto the street and she made love to me, and I answered her and we spoke loudly and while she was grinding against me she whispered and we looked and a man was at the window watching. We continued to make love, hotter and more intense than before. When we got back to Amsterdam we went to this nudist party, where the men picked a woman and could do anything they wanted to do with her. The man that picked me started by being very aggressive, slapping my breasts and inner thighs and then fucking me. The man that picked her chose her to fuck her like a dog, tied to the bed with a dog collar and a leash. We made love that night when we got back to our little apartment until the sun came up.

After we finished our degree we took a trip to Thailand. We hired these women to give us pussy massages while we had our nipples clipped and tied to each other. We spent three days in the room before we went out. The tourist were from everywhere, a couple of Russian men tried to pick us up but we were there for the women not the men. We met this woman from Colombia who was there with an older man and she agreed to come to our room for some woman on woman fun. She had a very dark pussy, we had never seen a dark pussy before. Her pussy was hot and we ate her and made love with her. When our money ran out we had to return to Amsterdam.

When I returned to Kansas City and the quiet life I went crazy. I went online and opened an account and called myself Olga and that I was from St. Petersburg Russia and I was looking for a couple to have sex with. I got a ping and after setting up the meeting we met and I agreed to go to their home. I ate her, she was hot and very wet and I was totally into her and he took my hips and ran himself up my ass. It was my first time with anal, it didn't hurt at all. For the following year after I got home I made money by offering myself for sex with kink couples, or kink women. Tied down, spanked, swallow spit, pissed on, you name it women and couples hired me for that and more. One day a couple tied me up, and he hit me with his fist. Hard and broke my nose and knocked out a tooth. She watched and masturbated while he beat me up. That's when I quit, I stopped, I never again agreed to meet anyone for hire.

My roommate girlfriend in Amsterdam had warned me about that, partly why she only wanted to deal with women. I learned my lesson and after that I only went out with women. I am now a social studies teacher in junior high school in the town where I grew up. I am modest and friendly and I have a woman friend. I am prone to being aggressive and I almost always initiate sex, but I keep myself from doing things that would turn her off. Those things, my days in Europe and when I prostituted myself on the internet are all in the past. I want to be able to hug the same person night after night, not only for sex. I want a normal life.

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Picofrico

by Picofrico on Dec 6, 2021 at 11:39 AM

Life changing, blooming untill the hitting, i wish you a happy life.

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