I Had Sex For Money

I’m a single mom, and I lost my job last year. The benefits payouts have not been enough, and I have been struggling for money.

I live next door to a retired older man and was forever borrowing money from him to make ends meet. I would borrow money one week and pay it back the next, only to borrow more a week later.

My neighbour always asks me out on dates, but he’s twenty years older than me and fat, short and pretty ugly. I got very desperate last month as I couldn’t make the mortgage payment and had no food in the house. I went round to beg my neighbour for help, and he made me an indecent proposal. I was shocked by what he had said but offered me ten times what I needed to pay the mortgage, bills and food. The money would keep me going for about three months. I said yes.

Although I’ve not had sex in forever, I hated every minute of it. He treated me like a whore, and I had to do everything he said. I hated having his old wrinkled cock in my mouth; I detested the feel of his cock in my pussy, and I nearly vomited when he made me kneel in front of him, and he came in my mouth. He had wanted to cum in me, but that wasn’t going to happen without a condom.

He’s made me the same offer the next time I need money. I’ve promised myself there will never be a next time but I’m worried if I see my kids without something I would be tempted to do it again for them. I have loved being able to take my kids to McDonalds without worrying if my card would be rejected, and although the memories of that night are horrible I have slept better just knowing I have money for a little while.