Sexual Liberty

I am ostensibly Hetrosexual, because I fancy women, but lately I have been remembering an experience I had before I got married. It started in the spring I had just turned 17, I played football for my local semi professional team, and I trained a lot, I was an apprentice engineer in a local factory, so I was able to do train and play at a very hgh level. I didn't drink alcohol , very much or often, only if there was some kind of celebration going on. On this particular night I had been celebrating with the team winning the cup, if I remember right someone said they knew where a party was taking place , and he knew the person whos party it was, so the plan was for to go there, which we did , or some of us did. But we never got there as there was a fight ( not with us ) and the Police had been called and the party ended. I decided to just go home, so off I went, I had a bottle of Vodka, that I had bought earlier, and as I was walking home, I heard someone shout my name, and when I looked to where the shout came from, I saw it was a schoolfriend, so went to where they were , and there was a party going on, my friend said to me ' Where you going ? And as you have a bottle why not come in here and have a drink ' So I thought why not ? So in I went. I quickly discovered it was moe or less an orgy, but not everyone indulged, some were just drinking and smoking 'Pot' and I joined up with them. A little while later I had to go to the toilet, which was upstairs, so I started to go up the stairs, and as I looked up I saw this man with a ball perm blonde hair, wearing a short kind of silky smoking jacket,but that was all, because his legs were bare, musclely and tanned, and not only that he had no undrwear on, and I could see his large limp manhood and heavy ballsack, I suddenly felt a tingle in my loins seeing this. So I proceeded upstairs and the man didn#t move and I went past him into the toilet. When I was finished, I came out and the man was still standing, and I noticed for the first time that he was a good looking man. I went to go back downstairs and he said to me ' if you want to have a really good time, you should stay up here , theres more drink and a small buffet, I was a bit famished so I thought ok then. So he took me into this big bedroom and there was quite a few people there, male and females in various states of undress, some were partaking in various sexual acts. I didn't really know what to do, next think the guy who was at the top of the stairs handed me a drink he said it was a cocktail, so I said thanks and started drinking it, I then had another, and next thing I knew I felt very horny. The guy came and sat next to me and said to me quite bluntly are you homosexual ? because you keep looking at my dick' I said no, but something was stirring inside me, just then I looked across the room and this guy had stripped this buxom woman naked my dick went very hard at the sight of this, the guy noticed this and quickly but softly grabbed my crotch and started rubbing my dick, I was very aroused by this time, and he said to me we need to free that from there before it explodes, and proceeded to take my trousers down, before I knew it I was stark naked with a stiff throbbing dick. He then started to slowly wank me and cupped my heavy balls with his hand, all the while stroking it, and it felt so good, he then took my hand and placed over his big cock, which was starting to grow, by the time it was hard I couldnt believe how big it was, he led me to a bed where he laid me down and started wanking me, then sucking my cock, he suddenly turned me over and next thing hes putting lube on my A hole, and he quite litterally rammed his big thick cock deep into my backside , it was painful for a few minutes then the pain subsided, he began to ride me slowy to start with , with long deep strokes , but after a while he began to go faster grunting and moaning, I myself was moaning because he was wanking me as he rode me, I suddenly felt the spunk inside straining to be released and I shot a decent amount all over his hand and bed cover, he wasn't far behing grunting and bucking til he fired a copious amount of spunk in me, I ended up staying the night where he wanked me and sucked me til I filled his mouth with my spunk, I cant remember if I rode him? I think I must have, I also had sex with three women two of which I mainly fingered and ate out while they in turn wanked me, and I rode the buxom woman her name was Mandy, filling her deep inside with my hot thick creamy spunk, I actually stayed the following night for more of the same. I went back a couple of more times after that, I moved away eventually and got married, my wife has since passed away, and lately Ive been hankering to go back to that weekend, I now suspect I may be bi sexual but its not ordinary men I fancy its Shemales and cross dressers, the very thought of wanking and sucking a big throbbing cock and also being mounted by one til I get filled with spunk, and wanked off and sucked has got me extremely hot and bothered, so much so I'm thinking of going uptown to the Gay scene to see if I could pick up aTV or a shemale and bring her back to my bed.