M4M Doesn't Define Me As Gay

I have never considered myself gay. That said I enjoy sex with other men. I enjoy holding, and mouthing a hard cock. I have never felt a need to mount, but I have always enjoyed being mounted. Anal sex is very enjoyable. I first paid attention to naked boys growing up at the swimming hole on my grandparent's farm. We swam naked, boys and men. Any girls had to know that.

Later in Junior High and High School we had group showers. Of course there was the over the urinal partition look. I sized up my fellow classmates by their dicks. I ranked them, which one I wanted to suck. I got fucked for the first time before finishing high school. Lots of guys got fucked around that age. It was the line of demarcation, those who did the fucking and those that got fucked. I was solidly in the latter group.

In real life you had to learn to signal, let some guy looking for a guy like me know that I was available. I was never a fairy, a feminized guy. My voice and mannerisms have always been masculine. I think and feel like a guy. I know feminized guys, they feel like a female. I don't.

It's a club really, men only, females not wanted or allowed. My sort if man is pretty masculine, he just has a need for another guy. Like me, except he mounts and I get mounted.