My Wife Is Frigid

I married my wife in college, she was 18 and an incoming freshman, I was second semester senior. She was overwhelmed that she had sex, scared, embarrassed, upset, you name it. I married her in the courthouse, eloped, no one knew, family or friends. She lived scared, sex scared her, and being married scared her. I sat with my head in my hands, I didn't know what to do.

I let her sleep in the other room, she did her chores without a problem. She was married, psychologically, emotionally, spiritually. But sex frightened her. To me she was frigid. So I fucked other girls. She didn't mind, she wanted me to have sex, and she wanted to know who the girl was.

When we decided to tell her parents she resigned herself to whatever they said. She was married, she didn't care. Her parents were very religious, especially her mother. I disliked them immediately and was more than ever convinced she was better off with me. She settled into school, did well, we moved after I graduated and she finished college with a high grade point average. She let sex happen from time to time but never liked it.

She permitted herself getting pregnant, she is a good wife in all other ways. She broke completely from her parents and became one with me. Over time I learned to keep my extraofficial sex with other women silent. She knew, but why get into details. The other women were one night stands.

Today, twenty three years later she is a supportive wife, normal in every way. But her sex phobia never resolved, she's frigid. Sex for me is either masturbation or a woman I don't want to know, masturbation with a vagina.