It's Weird To Admit It....

I thought I was a happily married, straight guy. But a drunken night with a co-worker changed it all for me.
I don't go out much on my own. I've been married a lot of years, have got grown up kids.
My wife is not a supermodel, but she is 10 years younger than me, is very pretty and has a great body. I always considered myself very lucky to have her. She's not super adventurous when it comes to sex, but she has tried most of what I have ever asked her to over the years.
What I'm trying to say is that sexually I was very well satisfied with her and by her.
So, a couple of years ago...pre the covid outbreak, a few of my co-workers were going to have a few drinks after work and asked me along. I usually say no...or if I do go I'll have one or two drinks and then go home. BUT this instance the week had been particularly stressful so I had a few more than I usually do.
One of my co-workers a divorced guy who I had known for many years said that rather than risk driving home I should stay at his place. I phoned my wife and she was happy that I wasn't going to risk driving intoxicated. No problem staying overnight.
When we got back to his place, he broke out the single malt and we had a few more drinks. Initially I was sitting in a chair and he was opposite on the couch. Everything became a little blurred and clouded but at some point he asked me to sit on the couch with him and we continued to drink.
At one point I must have dozed off but awoke to find that he had unzipped my pants and was wanking my cock. I went to stop him but he asked me if it felt good and I had to admit it did.
Hearing that, he lowered his mouth to my cock and started to suck me. It was weird and kind of like it was happening to someone else and I was watching it....I was very much under the influence of alcohol and my mind wandered in and out of focus. Next thing I realize is I am naked and so is he.....and he's kissing me. His hand is gripping my cock and I am very hard. Then I realize my hand is on his cock and he is hard and VERY big. Much bigger than me.
I knew I shouldn't be doing what I was but right then it just felt right.
We made out like teenagers and kissed very passionately....we sucked one another and I couldn't believe how turned on I was by the whole thing. Having his cock in my mouth was the most addictive thing I've ever experienced. I could have spent the whole night sucking him off.
I must have passed out because the next thing I know is it's morning and I'm laying in his bed and my arse feels very sore.
He is not there. I hear noises from the kitchen.
I lay there remembering bits and pieces from the night before and feeling extremely guilty for betraying my wife with this guy.
I have a head ache, my mouth tastes like a camel slept in it.....and a few more scenes from the night before drift back into my consciousness.
I remember him rimming me and how good it felt (that's something my wife had never done). I also remembered him asking me to return the favour and how excited I had been to run my tongue around the rim of his anus before plunging it into him. Just thinking about it even hung over and feeling like crap was getting my cock hard again.
At some point I recall being on all 4's as he fucked me from behind....and how good it felt.
Oh my god I was so embarrassed by the whole thing but at the same time so aroused.
I made my apologies, skipped his offer of breakfast.....and of a replay of the events of the night before. I was almost tempted by the sight of his erection when he brought me coffee in bed. So I left and went home to the wife.
I felt so guilty I could barely make eye contact with her. I explained I was badly hung over and went for a shower and then bed to sleep it off.
I drifted off to sleep quite quickly and had a dream about being gangbanged by a group of big cocked men. I awoke feeling much better, and sporting a huge erection.
I checked my phone, which I had left on silent, and there was a missed call from my friend. I phoned him back and we spoke for a while in hushed tones. He asked how I was feeling and what I thought about the night before. Before I could answer he said that he had had a great time and wanted to see me again. To my own surprise, I found myself agreeing.
The next day was Sunday. My wife always goes to visit her mother for 2 or 3 hours on Sunday afternoon. As soon as she left, I phoned my friend and he said he'd come to me this time.
We had a coffee together and talked about the events of Friday evening.
I told him I was confused about my sexuality and couldn't understand why I had enjoyed what we did so much. He explained that after he and his wife separated he tried dating other women and it was a disaster. BUT after a few drinks he had met a guy on line...met him later in person and had been introduced to man to man sex and had never looked back.
He said that this guy he met liked to dress up in women's lingerie, wore a wig, makeup and lipstick so looked enough like a woman to make the transition for him so much easier.
That's when he suggested that we should go upstairs and check out my wife's lingerie drawer.
He took out a pair of white mesh stockings and a white lacy g-string and threw them to me, telling me to put them on.
I did as I was told. As he looked at me, naked except for the stockings and panties I could see the bulge of his cock in his pants growing. He stood by the bed and I got to my knees and unzipped him without being asked and greedily sucked his cock. Except for tugging down his pants and undies, he remained clothed. He lay back on the bed and I climbed on top and we 69ed until I came in his mouth. He told me to climb off so I did and then he bent me over, pulled the g-string to one side and dribbled the cum from his mouth into my ass crack before rubbing the head of his cock in it and using it to lube up my asshole.
He slowly pushed his cock into me and after a few shallow and gentle probes, began to fuck me rough, hard and deep. It was painful but also pleasurable. From where we were by the bed, we could see ourselves in the dresser mirror. He gripped my shoulders and thrust deep into me. My mouth was open as I gasped with each deep thrust. His grip then changed as he put his hands around my throat and carried on pounding me.....telling me that I was his whore and that he expected me to visit him every week. His grip of my throat increased as he neared orgasm, so much so that I was on the verge of passing out as I felt him ejaculate into me. He pushed me to the bed and slumped against me exhausted. His cock still deep in my ass. We lay like that until he softened and pulled out. He kissed me tenderly and told me he loved me.
We showered together and he left before my wife came home.
For some reason, my wife was horny when she came home and wanted sex.
Initially I couldn't get hard....was not aroused at all by her kisses and urging. Even when she asked me to go down on her....usually the taste of her pussy gets me rock hard and ready. Not this time. It was only when her mouth closed over my cock and I thought of HIM sucking me that I got hard enough to fuck her.
I was confused sexually about what I wanted. I didn't go to my co-workers house that week, or the next. I avoided being alone with him at work. Didn't answer his calls or texts.
Then one day out of the blue I found myself standing at his front door knocking.
He was surprised to see me, but happy I'd finally come around.
He got me to dress up in his ex's lingerie and a dress and a wig. Looking at myself in the mirror I felt very feminine, slutty and submissive. What can I say?.....I LOVE his cock. I love the feel of it in my hands, the feel of it in my ass, the taste of it in my mouth. I love being under his control.
I still have sex with my wife...and it's good. BUT I also have this craving for cock. I love being my friends submissive slut. I love to be used by him. I love to taste his cum. I love to feel him cum inside me. I enjoy dressing up for him. When I'm with him at his place I wear makeup and the wig.
I have definitely changed from being totally straight to now being probably more on the gay side of bisexuality. I now shave my cock, balls and ass crack. My wife thinks it's for her benefit...it isn't.
I'm probably having sex with my wife once or at the most twice a week, usually initiated by her. With my friend, we do something every lunch break....even if its just a quick hand job of suck in his car. And of course we have a nice long session on Sundays.
He has suggested we bring in another dominant guy. I'm already fantasizing about being spit-roasted by them both.

Comments

HoneyNips

by HoneyNips on Sep 14, 2021 at 6:21 PM

Explore your sexuality and your pleasure, but don’t lie to your wife.

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Musket

by Musket on Sep 15, 2021 at 5:52 AM

Its amazing that once you get a taste of cock how much you desire it. I recently meet up with a guy and one thing lead to another and before I knew it I was sucking his cock. Now that's all I think about - I have been with another guy since then - my wife has been off sex for years and now I found sex again

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Sep 16, 2021 at 8:22 AM

The thought that ran through my head the first time the head of a warm hard cock slid across my lips was: "So this is what it's like to be queer" and after a minute I asked myself the question: "How can such pleasure be so taboo?" The hard softness of a spit slick cock and balls banging on my chin. If my wife had a dick and a pussy it would be a perfect world.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Sep 16, 2021 at 8:23 AM

The thought that ran through my head the first time the head of a warm hard cock slid across my lips was: "So this is what it's like to be queer" and after a minute I asked myself the question: "How can such pleasure be so taboo?" The hard softness of a spit slick cock and balls banging on my chin. If my wife had a dick and a pussy it would be a perfect world.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Sep 22, 2021 at 4:26 AM

Me and my best friend have been sucking each other off for years now.It started after a drunken night out,we were talking about a girl we had both fucked and I told him she said he had a big cock,he said I do so I told him to show me I was surprised his cock was bald this was before most people waxed or shaved I showed him my bald cock and he reached over and touched me we both got naked and I told him I wanted to try sucking his cock and he didn't hesitate in saying yes we spent the whole next day in bed together touching and sucking the next few weeks we caught up just about every day we moved in together and whenever we were alone we'd be naked none of our friends or gfs know I love feeling his balls as I suck I feel them tense up and in seconds his warm cum fills my mouth.A few times when one of us have a new girl over after we fuck we say we going to have a piss but go into the other guys room just last night he had a gorgeous girl with him I told I'll leave my door open he came in and his cock was all wet from her,she tasted amazing and I got him hard again and he went back in and fucked her again

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