My Sister Gave Herself To My Husband On My Wedding Night

Being Mexican American I never thought about lesbians. Lesbians for us was a white thing. My older sister moved in with a girl. It didn't go down with the family very well. In our world the whole issue was how macho your boyfriend was and how attendant you were as a girl.

At the same time I started seeing a man. To me he was everything, but typically macho. He told me to leave my sister alone and get my family to back off. When I got married my sister was my maid of honor. After the party we were scheduled to spend the night at a hotel, before going to Las Vegas on our honeymoon. My sister insisted on going to the hotel with me.

At the hotel, helping me out of my wedding gown she asked if I would ask my new husband to have sex with her. I really didn't know how to answer. She explained that she wanted to know, she had to know what sex with a man was like. My husband said no, but later relented. Having two sisters on his wedding night was going to give him street cred with the guys.

We agreed, the three of us, that he should have sex with her first. She cooperated, as if she was well experienced. We slept together. My turn at my wedding night didn't come till the following morning. We went on our honeymoon, and when we returned my sister announced to me that she was giving herself to my husband, and breaking off her girlfriend relationship.

It's a daily struggle. She competes with me to show him love and affection, to attend to all his worldly needs. Being sisters all my life I've had to share everything with her. She gave up on the girl thing. Fortunately my husband comes across as real macho, so our family accepts her choice, as opposed to her previous relationship.

In Spanish, which my family speaks around the table, they say 'este si aguanta con las dos'. This one can put up with both of them. The question should be, can the both of them put up with each other? So far, but is this forever?