It's A Cruel Joke

I just don't have the heart to tell my sweet loving husband that he's failing horribly at satisfying me between the sheets. But it's becoming extremely frustrating.

If I tell him. He feels bad. Then I feel bad. And if I don't tell him, I feel worse and always 95% of the time, left high and dry and completely unsatisfied because it's become all about sparing his feelings. So much so that it seems my needs, wants and thoughts about it mean absolutely nothing which is sending me down a spiraling vortex of misery and resentment.

I love my husband with all my heart. He's my best friend and my everything. He absolutely turns me on a million percent. And I want him so bad all the time.. But he cant keep up with me sexually and it's like the cruelest joke ever! He's absolutely perfect.. Size and experience has never been the problem but rather the lack of stamina and he's a bit selfish in bed... Ok maybe he's been completely selfish in the sack this past while. He's skips the foreplay and I never get oral anymore. He's quick to get it in as soon as he becomes hard and it's all over just a quickly that I'm left on a verge or just beginning to get where he always gets too first.

I mean.. I feel horrible even saying anything about it but I want to feel good too and enjoy the session as much as he seems too. I wouldn't mind a little helping hand at least to finish off and maybe some more self control on his end. I'm certainly not cheap when it comes to being playful and satisfying him. Is it too much ask for a little back in return?

Maybe its all my fault somehow and it's is too much to ask of him. I'm ready to give up. I should t ever have to ask for these things. I know how it goes. If he really wanted to please me, he would. And I'm probably just a fool for expecting to get back what I'm giving.

But seriously! I just want to cum on his cock over and over. :(