Gave It Up

I am a 32 Latina woman who is deeply in love with my fiancé. He is a great lover and kind hearted man who I would never hurt. I say that but last weekend he went out of town to his college homecoming and was very bad. I went dancing with some of my girlfriends at a Latin nightclub. I’d had a few drinks and was dancing with several men. One of them was a very handsome thin man who was very forward and sexual in his talk and I got offended by him and told him to leave me alone. Some time later I was dancing with another man and when we finished I could not find my friends. I finally looked at my phone and saw there were several text messages from them asking where I was and then finally telling me that they assumed I had gone home and we’re leaving. I was frustrated and was going to try and get a taxi or an Uber when the thin offensive man approached me again. He apologized for being rude and said that I was so beautiful and sexy that he had gotten carried away. I told him I excepted his apology but no longer wish to dance as my friends had left and I was going to get a ride home. He quickly offered me a ride home but I said no thank you With no intention to get into a car with him or any stranger. To make a long story short I could not get a taxi or an Uber and the bar made last call so I agreed to let him take me home. He was very polite and the conversation was pleasant but we got in front of my house he Leaned over and kissed me. I still don’t know why but I kissed him back and when he turned me towards him and pushed up my skirt I did not stop him as he pull off my panties. Before I could even give it thought he had sank his large, hard manhood deep inside of me. I will not lie and say it did not feel very very good and also admit that when he whispered filthy things in my ear I had a very strong and loud orgasm. I was brought back to earth when I heard him grunt loudly and realized He was emptying himself fully inside me with no protection at all. I was embarrassed when he pulled his large member out of me air rushed out and my vagina betrayed me and made a very loud noise and I could feel his liquid manhood gushing out of me. I grabbed my panties. Thank him for the ride although I was completely in shame. I went in and showered. My fiancé came home Monday and I have given in to his every sexual desire even giving him my bottom even though I told him I never would do that. Still, I am filled with shame and I know that I am very likely going to be pregnant as my mother and sisters are very fertile and have always gotten pregnant After unprotected sex. I do not know what I am going to do because I cannot live through the shame of telling him I had someone else inside of me.