What Just Happened?

I'm recently divorced. I am also estranged from my whole family. I'm born and raised in North Jersey. Lived here all my life. I stayed in North Jersey just moved from Bergen to Essex. I just moved to a new town and I don't know anybody. I'm truly alone. I just finished watching the Giants beat the Raiders, which I was very happy about. I had a few drinks during the game, I was feeling good. I was also very horny. I was watching some porn then I got the bright idea to call an escort. I found a Backpage ad that seemed cool. The pictures showed the body and ass. I called and spoke to "Lani". She put on a very sexy voice. I gave her my address. I told her the door would be open. I told her to come upstairs. Id be waiting in the bedroom. I took a shower and then laid on my bed waiting for her. I laid there stroking my cock as I heard the door open and she came up the stairs. I told her to take off her clothes in the hallway. She said ok. I heard her drop her purse and clothes to the floor. My room was dimly lit when she walked in. She looked very sexy. Chubby but extremely sexy. I was so turned on. She said Money? I said right there on the dresser. She looked and saw it but left it there. She came over to the bed. She was squinting to try and see what I looked like. But she saw my cock and her eyes opened wide. She grabbed it and began sucking it. Her mouth was incredible. After a few minutes I asked if I can eat her pussy and ass. She went back to sucking me, swung her legs around and sat on my face. Her pussy was sweet like sugar and her ass was delicious. A little while later she asked me if I wanted to fuck. I pulled out a condom from my side table. She reached back and took it from me. She proceeded to put it on me with her mouth. She slid her body down and mounted me reverse cowgirl. Her pussy felt tight because of the angle. She started bouncing and I stuck 1 then 2 fingers in her ass. She was fucking the shit out of my cock. She then told me she was going to cum. She came hard. Did you cum? She asked. No not yet I answered. She got off, ripped off the condom and began sucking me again. Oh fuck! I'm going to cum! She let me cum in her mouth. "Please don't swallow it all" I said "I want you to kiss me with a mouth full of cum!" She sucked a little more then she came up and as she was about to kiss me there was recognition on both of our faces! Yet she still kissed me! The sexiest, sloppiest, hottest kiss! The kiss continued and then when she was done she rolled off of me. She laid there staring at the ceiling and then she said What's up Cuz? So this is where you moved to. She was my first cousin. My mother's brother's daughter. I said "yeah after the divorce I needed to move. I needed a change. When did you become an escort?" She said the day after her 40th birthday. She went to go clean up and leave. I reminded her the money was on the dresser. I then surprised her by saying "I'll double it if you stay. I wouldn't mind doing it again." She looked back over her shoulder at me and then came back to bed. She stayed a couple more hours. We fucked and sucked each other. We did not hold back. It was so taboo and erotic! She the closet I could come to fucking my sister, if I had a sister! She walked out with 800 bucks. I told her I will call her again. She said "I'll be waiting!"