I Saw My Daughter

My daughter was in her first year of community college. She is a cheerleader and has been dating a high school sweetheart 2 years. He is a baseball pitcher at the same college. I came home from work to go to an appointment and noticed my daughters car and her guys truck in the drive. I quietly entered the house and approached her bedroom door and could here they were having sex. I settled my composure and deciding to what to do as her mother. The door wasn’t even closed all the way. I looked at her bed, and see my daughter riding her boyfriend. The part that has affected me is that her boyfriend has a porn star size penis. My daughter was showing good skills at riding it. I watched longer than I should have. I didn’t confront them and maybe I should have. They now have been married 3 years. The problem is what I saw is a daily replay in my mind. I’m actually concerned with ny daughter’s female health. Pervert me, I bought a big dildo and masturbate like I have sex with a well endowed man. In time I should overcome this but now I am obsessed with my memory.