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Obsessions
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Bi-Sexual Male / 67
I Am Laser Focused On One Man Right Now, But He Has His Shields Up
Torn between my urge and accepting my limitations. I am in my late sixties now, but I feel in my forties. I met a man the other day, casually, and all I could think of was that I could suck him right then. I am an avid cock sucker, I started early and have sucked cock all my life. There are some cocks, places, men who I remember vividly. Some cocks are just that sort of cock. Others aren't so memorable, but suffice it to say that I enjoyed them all. Like a child with a pacifier, I need a cock in my mouth.
Getting onto this man I met. He is the new manager at the trailer park where my friend Bob lives. (I should add that I am now retired and live in Florida, where lots of old men live). This man is I would say in his late fifties. He told me he had been cop in Arizona before he retired, and the job at the trailer park helped out with his bills. He is one of those men who wears a salt and pepper beard really well, he is a big man, I would say easily over six feet and 240 pounds. Broad shoulders, power in his thighs and hips. I can only imagine what his cock must be like.
I've been over to Bob's several times, just so I can stop by and chit chat with 'the' man. My target, my obsession. BTW Bob does not know that I have this thing for sucking cocks and I would never suck Bob's cock, he is a friend. I will digress for second. I went to the neighborhood bar near my condo and I met a man who was there visiting his sister and I took him to my condo and not only did I get to suck his cock, he enjoyed it and I was able to get him off. That I like, no strings attached, big cock man, shooter, loves having his cock sucked.
I just don't think 'this' man is that kind of man. Cops are usually all for it, or all against it. I can't decided what kind of cop he is. I have met several peace officers who really like cock and other's who really look down on it. Even if as cops they know that it is not such a rare thing. I've given him all the hints, but he doesn't bite. And right now no other man will do, not till I wear him down and suck him. It is really what I want to do.
I just don't know if my age is showing and I'm not his type. He may be looking for a younger man, more willing, he might be one of those cops who likes putting it over on a younger man. Who knows. I do know from talking to him, he doesn't talk about women. That's a sure sign that he might be looking to hook up with a man, and that man could be me.
Getting onto this man I met. He is the new manager at the trailer park where my friend Bob lives. (I should add that I am now retired and live in Florida, where lots of old men live). This man is I would say in his late fifties. He told me he had been cop in Arizona before he retired, and the job at the trailer park helped out with his bills. He is one of those men who wears a salt and pepper beard really well, he is a big man, I would say easily over six feet and 240 pounds. Broad shoulders, power in his thighs and hips. I can only imagine what his cock must be like.
I've been over to Bob's several times, just so I can stop by and chit chat with 'the' man. My target, my obsession. BTW Bob does not know that I have this thing for sucking cocks and I would never suck Bob's cock, he is a friend. I will digress for second. I went to the neighborhood bar near my condo and I met a man who was there visiting his sister and I took him to my condo and not only did I get to suck his cock, he enjoyed it and I was able to get him off. That I like, no strings attached, big cock man, shooter, loves having his cock sucked.
I just don't think 'this' man is that kind of man. Cops are usually all for it, or all against it. I can't decided what kind of cop he is. I have met several peace officers who really like cock and other's who really look down on it. Even if as cops they know that it is not such a rare thing. I've given him all the hints, but he doesn't bite. And right now no other man will do, not till I wear him down and suck him. It is really what I want to do.
I just don't know if my age is showing and I'm not his type. He may be looking for a younger man, more willing, he might be one of those cops who likes putting it over on a younger man. Who knows. I do know from talking to him, he doesn't talk about women. That's a sure sign that he might be looking to hook up with a man, and that man could be me.
