Disgusting But I Do It

I am paid to let a 50 year old married man watch me on the toilet, doing both #1 and #2. He doesn't touch me at all, but I am totally naked. His wife knows and is there, but really doesn't participate, short of watching me get undressed and the shower after. Its disgusting, I know. I'd rather get paid to let him, or her, or both fuck me. I'm a prostitute without the sex I guess.

I usually sit on the toilet and pee, then turn around so I'm facing the back of the toilet, or sort of stand up and squat over it and poo. He is clothed, but pulls his penis out and masturbates, shooting on me, usually in my pussy hair but sometimes on my back hole. He then wipes me in front as I stand spread out, then bend over the sink and he wipes me in back. He finishes by washing me back there with a warm water cloth. At times he's had me stand in the shower and go, he cleans up. I delay it to make it last as long as I can for him. After, he leaves she washes me in the shower. She usually just has panties on when she does that, has taken them off sometimes. I've seen her touching herself when she's washing me on my boobs, or between my legs.

I think of myself as worse than a prostitute who has full on sex for money. But after losing my job during covid, and actually having it and not being able to work for months, this offer came and I took it. Now I live with it and with myself, and poo and pee and exhibit myself for money.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Nov 22, 2021 at 7:25 PM

OK, can't say it's not an unusual situation you're in, but sounds essentially harmless. Do you get anything out of it sexually or is it totally their kink and you just do it for the money?
Would be much better if you enjoyed even a little bit of it.
And don't be so hard on yourself. People do all sorts of stuff for pleasure and if they're willing to pay you to help them out, why worry about it?

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Nov 23, 2021 at 1:42 AM

As the first commenter said, don't be so hard on yourself. There's nothing inherently dirty about it. Your client wants a certain thing, and you're providing it. It's safer than some things you could be doing. Try to see the humor in it. Taking things like this to seriously is one of the most psychologically damaging things humans do.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Nov 23, 2021 at 5:11 AM

You should charge at least $100.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Nov 23, 2021 at 9:38 AM

I'll pay you to let me lick your pussy. We can negotiate price.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Nov 23, 2021 at 6:00 PM

its ok elizabeth your going to be fine
poo hoo hoo

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